Love, Passion, Sensuality, Essence of Life!

The Journey

2006-04-08T19:10:00.000-04:00

With your bare skin upon mine.
As we move from side to side.
As we get close and feel like this,
Just wanna feel your caress and tenderness.
With your lips upon mine, kissing feeling fine
Lying with you and holding you close.
A love that I dunno if it could really grow.
With your hands upon my skin and ignited with love.
I wait wishing for it to be true.
For it to feel so good and feel so right.
Something that will last for an eternity.
Passion that grows, a love that grows strong.
One that could last forever even after our lives are gone.
I need something to be real for once.
A love that could be true, a chance for happiness.
From tasting your lips to nights in the cinemas.
Trips to unknown locations or late night phone conversations.
Something real, something true, something to help me through.
To help me to give wings so I can soar above
And take me to the greatest journey,
The Journey of love.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Stun Me With Your Beauty!

2006-04-08T19:08:00.000-04:00

You stun me with your beauty.
You stun me with your ways.
Don't say goodbye.
I long to show you a place.

I don't want to cry no more.
I just want you to hold me close.
I want to be the one you wake up to
and the one to love you forever more.

My wants come based of a need.
The need to feel love,
and a little bit of ecstasy.
A chance to finally be free.

I want to be the one that helps
Makes your dreams come true.
I want to be there forever.
And help you through and through.

From a passionate kiss,
to a heated affair.
I want to be the one.
To show you my love, and care.

I don't want to say goodbye.
I want there to be something that will last.
Past memories were pleasant ones.
But the future has to hold bigger better ones.

I long to lie in your arms
And share to you my dreams.
I long to finally be able
To call someone my King.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

untitled

2006-04-08T19:04:00.000-04:00

I want to be your secret
I want to be your deepest desires.
I want to be that someone
That makes you feel like fire.

It drives me insane.
Not knowing if you feel the same.
But what am I to do?
I barely even know you?

Come to me I wish to whisper something in your ear.
No need to have any fears.
I am not out to destroy and leave you weak.
I just need to tell you the way you make me feel.

Lava like blood running up and down.
Anticipation, yet not a solution found.
What would I have to do, to make it reality.
Cause I am thinking of you by my side.

I wish I knew why, I feel the way I do.
wish also knew what I am to do.
Yet I still I don't stand a chance.
There will never be this romance.

Deep down inside feels like a flame of fire.
Just melts away the moment you walk through the door.
Seems like everything has changed since these feelings came.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

So Much To Do.

2006-04-08T19:02:00.000-04:00

I've got so much things that I gotta do
But my mind can not stop thinking about you.
Just when I think I believe its gone away.
Those feelings just come back and leave me Insane.

I'm so unsure of what I should do.
I try to stop thinking but its just no use.
Why are you stuck in my mind and in my soul.
Is there even a future, God I wish I knew.

I want to feel your heartbeat
I want to feel your lips.
I want to feel you near me.
But heavens so far from earth.

People say just give it time
One day you'll find something true.
But it just seems the days continue to pass by
and I just never seem to do.

I am just so unsure of whats truly worth it any more.
Yet I know these feelings are alive
and they can't be denied.
But I just can not seem to decided.

I look at your picture and wonder if you could be the one.
But then I think its crazy most people spend their lives
just trying to find that someone.
Am just so unsure if you'll ever come along.

I'm growing tired of holding on to my heart.
I'm tired of wondering if love even plays a part.
What to do, I really have no clue.
I am just feeling like its all a game.

Never to find the one,
Never to finally belong.
Never to feel that love.
That one I dreamed of all along.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Feel Like This

2006-04-08T19:00:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I wish I could Stop feeling like this.
Sometimes I wish I could stop wanting to feel your lips.
You appear and the warmth comes back to life.
Only to leave me longing to be by your side.

Yet I do not know barely much about you.
Yet what am I to do?
MY Body lites up like fire.
I'm burning deep inside with desires.

Whats true, whats not?
How do I know what to do?
yet it seems I think so much about you.
and I just do not know why.

Do I take a chance, or leave it in gods hands?
Do I say something, to later perhaps regret?
Would you even care about the things that
I feel so deep down inside?

Would my description of warmth make you feel anything?
Do I dare to say something or anything at all?
Cause the last thing I want is to be broken
and back down in the well.

Yet you do not know what your making me feel
Sometimes I Think it could actually be real.
But would that mean anything?
I know what it does to me.

I'm out of words, confused on what to do.
Wish I had the answers to help me through.
Maybe I do, there deep down inside.
Yet why do I continue to picture you forever in my life?

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Untitled

2006-04-08T18:58:00.000-04:00

I want to be beside you
it’s completely insane
just something I can not explain
like the hot lava ruining through my veins

It’s got me going crazy
I just do not know what to do.
You’ve seem to all of a sudden to have this hold
but what am I to do?

Anticipation for you to walk through the door.
Then I feel a clam like never before.
What do I do?
When I am starting to have feelings for you.

Feelings that was probably always there all along
just too blind to see.
To finally realize
my true destiny

It’s got me going crazy
crazy to feel your touch
crazy to feel your lips
like wings on a dove.

Something so much deeper then I could have realized
which keeps me wondering sometimes during the night.
What would it be without in my life?
What would I do?

Keeping wondering what to do
are you just a phase that will pass through
or is it deeper then I can comprehend.
What to do, when it’s closer to an end.

So many thoughts that cross my mind.
Warmness that fills my soul.
Yet am sometimes, so unsure as what to do.
This crazy vibe that has come into my life.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Eternal Flame

2006-04-08T18:54:00.000-04:00

I wish I could be your eternal flame
The feelings that already dwell within me
But no matter how hard I try
You just don't seem to notice me.

Whats a women to do and whos constantly blue.
Living on this feeling that one day it could be.
That you would come and rescue me.
The pain I am living and the emptiness too.

I look at me, I look at you,
and wonder if it could ever be or come true.
That one day no need to fantasize
That what I have could be for life.

The world is full of riches, bright and gold
But that doesn't compare to what would fill my soul.
A love to last me til I am 89 and know that once
my dreams were so strong and the passion grew.

An endless wish, unspoken thoughts
but I long for it to be true.
To look into your eyes and find my place.
That love comes and no longer need to wait.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

In Your Eyes

2006-04-08T18:51:00.000-04:00

in your eyes I see
The Place I want to be
and I think you see it too
that I just want to be with you.

But baby time keeps ticking
and I am just not thinking
could we ever be?
Could it be part of our destiny?

Cause I dream of your love
and I dream of your touch
I just can't go on
cause I want you that much.

Thinking of you
makes me go insane
and I guess I only got
myself to blame.

But when I look in those eyes
I can see it forever to be
and it takes great pieces of me.
Just wishing you were here with me

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Memorized

2006-04-08T18:47:00.000-04:00

Never ceases to memorize
how love constantly stimulates my mind
the depth of love, mind, body, and soul
the loving nature of things that never grow old.

Things you wish you could understand
yet you wish someone could give you a helping hand.
Yet there are no definitions that one can speak of
its defined in such a way that has millions of thoughts.

The simplest thought to be felt and touched
the ones that fill your dreams
but never are spoken of.
Ones that you crave, but don’t say a word
in fear of rejection or to get hurt.

You want something true and something to last
it’s not about not wanting
it’s about something that can last.
But you’re not worried about the past.

You want to be accepted for the person you are
you want this endless love.
To be admired for whom you are today
and one that can grow each and every day.

You long to stretch out your arm and feel that touch
of a body laying next to you that love ohh so much.
The one that you have craved for endlessly.
But one that your not sure if it will ever be.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Diamonds And Gold

2006-04-08T18:44:00.000-04:00

Diamonds and Gold
Heaven and Earth
Passion that fills my thirst.

Gazing through this maze that
I just cannot get through.
And I hopelessly do not know what to do.

If time could stand still
and I could make things right.
Then maybe I could feel I could fight.

But time keeps passing by
and I feel I am growing old
with this growing empty hole.

Loneliness that fills inside.
Which keeps me up at night.
Wishing I could find a way
to fill the gap.

I look at the moon
I look at the stars
and wonder where you are.

Will I get a chance for romance
or was it all in the past.
And the only thing that is for me.
Is this empty feeling that dwells in me

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Would It Be Wrong

2006-04-08T18:42:00.000-04:00

Would it be wrong for me to say I want to feel your touch?
Would it be wrong for me to say I need to feel your love
would I even stand a chance to prove to you?
That no one else could compare to you.

Life is strange we face so much and time and time again.
I feel like for me to ask this is too much.
I just want to love and feel loved in return
the kind that unconditionally we all dream of

Lets get caught in the rain
Lets dance the night away.
Lets watch the sunrise
for yet another day.

Lets Lie in the sand
while the sunrays shine down from up above.
The birds sing their songs.
And peaceful sound of the waves.

So tell me what I got to do.
When it feels the world is nothing without you.
I feel so empty inside.
That’s where my loneliness resides.

Would it be wrong to say I want to feel your touch?
Would it be wrong to say I need to feel your love?
Would I even stand a chance to prove to you?
That no one else could compare to you.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Want You

2006-04-08T18:40:00.000-04:00

I want you to love me
the way I need to be loved
I want to be the one that
you've always dreamed of

Like the flames in the fire.
I want to be your deepest desires.
I want to be there always when you need.
I want you for an eternity.

I dream of a world of just you and me.
Where we can be anything we want to be.
Where we can live life and be free.
We can fly or go anywhere.

The hope is endless the dreams come true.
We can do what ever we want to do.
Because we've got each other
to help us pull through.

No more tears, no more pain.
Just full of joy and happiness
Energized to do what ever
wanted to be and do?

Paradise and bliss
we make up our own.
We live together
and make each other strong.

Dreamful ideas and dreamful hopes
that this won't turn out to be a hoax
and that one day we will find it was meant
to be and that it will last to infinity

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Waterfall Of Passion

2006-04-08T18:39:00.000-04:00

I want to be your waterfall of passion
I want to be the one!
To give you all your dreams and desires.
Till we are completely one.

Together forever in each others loving arms.
Being there forever because that’s where we belong.
A world will make together one will help complete,
Till the day where we can no longer speak.

I long to bring you joy forever more.
One that would finally be happy and last forever more.
To touch you in every way, one that would last
Even when we’re miles away.

I want to hold you and want this love to be true.
I want to always live and be there for you.
From a kiss good morning, to a kiss goodnight.
To making love stories, under the moonlight.

I long to be that twinkle in your eye.
I long to be the one who you want by your side.
I long to be the love that makes you want to go on.
I long to be the one to help you when things go wrong.

If only I would know how to be what you need.
If only I knew how to make you weak in the knees.
A desire, that grows day after day.
I long to be your waterfall of passion
And one island you'll always want to stay.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Untitled

2006-04-08T18:36:00.000-04:00

As soul meets soul
Fingertips touch.
Skin on skin
In this heavenly lust.

A passion from within
Ignited by love.
As hand glides on body
And further down the side

A taste of love
On the lips
Powdered with moments
Of pure heavens bliss.

Loving moments that seem
Not to age.
But kisses go restless
As been fighting to play.

Deep down inside
There’s this glowing hole.
That rarely goes noticed
But yet it’s never grows old.

Like honey covered roses
And kisses tenderly sweet
Loving someone so endlessly
And fallen to your knees.

A magical touch
With a magical wish.
Love scented aroma
But pure heavens bliss.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Untitiled

2006-04-08T18:34:00.000-04:00

The warmth I feel yet you’re not even by my side.
This hot lava like state, up and down deep inside.
Warm, cozy, peaceful sleep full nights.
These feelings I am just unsure what to do.

I think of how your lips would feel on mine.
I wonder how it would really feel to be by your side.
To be in your arms instead of these lonely nights.
Yet these feelings are driving me insane.

It feels so good, it feels so true but what am I to do?
Flowing from head to toe, up and down my spine.
Thinking about you, which seems to pass the time.
Yet how do I know what’s right and what’s truly true?

I try to take my mind of it & try to do something
Yet it seems these feelings just get more intense.
Wish I could understand why I feel the way I do.
But I am just so unsure of what it is and what to do.

I do not want to play games or break your heart.
I do not want to turn out to feel it was worthless from the start.
Yet how do I control these feelings that keep me warm at night.
And how I keep picturing us in each other lives.

I am almost in an anxious state but in such a different way.
Unsure of what to do, unsure of what to say.
Yet it seems I still continue to think of you night and day.
And I’m growing unsure of what I should do.

Wish I could explain why these feelings are driving me insane.
Wish I could explain why all of sudden I start to feel this way.
All I know is it is driving me insane.
Wondering and wishing you felt the same.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Unspoken

2006-04-08T18:32:00.000-04:00

Give me a prediction of your trust
Give me a prediction of your endless touch
Give me a prediction of your love
The one you know I have been dreaming of.

Touch my mind and touch my soul
Make me feel wanted despise the flaws I might hold.
Give me a glimpse of what you see.
Do whatever even make love to me.

If I stretch out my hand would you touch?
IF I gave you myself would take good care of?
If I gave you a glimpse of my endless love
would you make sure it was our golden dove?

I long to lie beside you in my dreams.
I long to lie beside you forever to be.
I want to feel your touch and your soul
because it seems its been years of unspoken words.

Each deep breath that I take
every new morning that starts up my day.
I long to give you so much more.
Then just endless words from this girl.

I can't waste my time with lies and deceit
Not when there so much more then the eyes can see
If any one can see so much more.
Than they'll know that my love will be forever more.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

To Be

2006-04-08T18:29:00.000-04:00

I wish I could be your flower
I wish I could be the air you breathe
for I think of you as the ground
beneath my feet.

Keep me steady, keep me firm
but even so I still yearn
I want you to want me
the way that I want you.

Just I am not sure if I will ever do.
Get stuck in this trance that fills my mind.
Where you’re right here by my side.
Forever day and night.

Fantasies fill my soul as I lay to sleep
Missing pieces of you not here with me.
Tell me you love me tell me you care.
Tell me you need me like the air you breathe.

Close your eyes make a wish
I am ready to light the candlestick.
I want to be forever yours
and forever your flame.

A gentle smile, a gentle kiss
loving someone has got to be the greatest gift.
To feel your soul and feel your love.
Nothing compares to this wonder us thing called love

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Today

2006-04-08T18:27:00.000-04:00

If every day was a smile
if every night was a laugh.
If we just took time to be kinder,
it would make everyone so glad.

It would make you feel better
and others too.
What’s life supposed to be
if all we do is be cruel?

Love like you don't care.
Laugh like it’s your last.
Who cares what people think
it’s all in the past.

Tomorrow may never come, for some
and today is all we have.
So try to live your life.
And try to feel a little gladder.

One minute you might be here.
The next you could be gone.
And then you'll have wished
you did this all along.

So why do we hurt?
When we're meant to love.
Why do will kill?
When we should spread lots of love.

Nothing is wroth the trouble
or truly worrying about.
Yet we do it every day.
And worry our selves out.

Yes it’s so true.
I get very caught up
in these particular events too.
But what’s the use?

The past is the past
the future is unknown.
Today is what you’re living in
so live it likes it’s a song

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Patiently Here Waiting

2006-04-08T18:25:00.000-04:00

I don’t know what gotten into me
I am feeling things I have never experienced before.
Which just leaves me begging for more.
I never thought it could be true.
That I could want something as much as I do.
Yet here I sit waiting so patiently for you.
To feel your touch and all your love.
And all the things that I have ever dreamed of
to fell your lips upon mine.
To feel you forever by my side
where we could make our dreams come true
and are passions will help us through.
I would hold you tight on those cold nights.
We would make our own heat.
As long as we're together
there no need to bother with worries and fears.
Because love is something that we both so need
As long as we got each other, we're all we need.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Not Asking For

2006-04-08T18:24:00.000-04:00

I am not asking for money.
I am not asking for gold.
I am not asking for diamonds
that only a lot of money can afford.

I just want someone who wants
me for who I am
is that a lot to ask for?

I am not perfect I am not a 10
but I am trying to live my life
the best I can.

I might not be a size 2 if that’s
what your looking for
I might not be as wild as people like
but this is how I am.

I don't care about money.
I don't care about fame.
I don't care to be
the hottest thing around.

I just want to find a love
that’s right for me.
I just want to find that
someone and be happy.

It seems that even just that.
Is a lot to ask for
in today’s society?
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Left With Fear

2006-04-08T18:19:00.000-04:00

On those lonely nights all alone in my bed
Thunderstorms and lighting quite ahead
longing to feel the warmth of your soul.
A thought that never seems to grow old.

Days pass and I am left with a guess.
If I ever will get to experience, this quest.
To love and be loved in return,
and not even the slightest clues pass.

I toss and turn as my body lusts,
and not even the slightest fill.
Comes to fill this huge gap
Thoughts of you and your nowhere.

Dreams of you come to mind.
Thoughts of you, for all time
but life gets shorter each day
And I just cannot wait.

A night of passion, a night of love.
With forever the one I consistently dream of
But who never appears and leave me with fear
that this wish will never be
and I'll be waiting for an eternity.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Let Me Be

2006-04-08T18:18:00.000-04:00

Let me be your desires.
Let me be your fire.
Let me be your friend.
And let me love you.

Together will make each other strong.
Loving each other all day long.
No need for endless words
Silence can also do a whole lot of work too.

No matter how hard I try.
Wither its day or night.
I just cannot get you
out of my mind.

What’s a girl like me to do?
When I cannot stop thinking of you.
I wake up calling your name
and the rest is always the same.

Would you look at me?
Would you even care?
Do I mean anything to you?
Or could you grow to care?

Somehow you gotten under my skin.
And I am fighting to forget
but I end up caving in
cause in the end I just want to win.

If only I could have
one of my dreams come true.
Then this loneliness would end.
Cause I would have you.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Incense Of Love

2006-04-08T18:16:00.000-04:00

You provoke my thoughts;
you provoke my soul,
this turning emotions
that makes me not know.

Baby there's this fire,
and it’s all lit and wired.
Waiting for the moment,
to come and sweet pleasures.

Touches of delight
Moments of the night.
Loving your soul.
Till I get old.

Kissing your lips
Massages of bliss
Candles all around
Rose petals to the ground.

Incense of love.
Incense of delight
Fill the room
and our souls tonight.

Having you by my side
with the moon hits our eyes
that shine from above
where the stars twinkle with love.

Dreaming of you,
Dreaming of your love,
and only things that even
desires are not enough.

The aroma of you,
the aroma of your soul
I've spent years waiting for you.
Spent years wanting you to let me love you
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

If My Soul

2006-04-08T18:14:00.000-04:00

If my soul could touch the depths of heaven
If my wishes could come close to coming true
I would be in no need for diamonds or pearls.
Nor money nor gold.

If my soul could touch the depths of heaven
my world would be so much more.
insights would make sense, reality would sink in
And I would learn to move on.

I'd be lying if I didn't have dreams
the sound of the waves, the reflection of the sun
or moonlight shine reflecting down
yet still what has become of me.

Palm trees around through and through
crystals blue waters, you and me.
Flower petals from here to there
and sunsets so amazingly bright.

Time could stand still or could move on?
Just as long as I would get a chance
to have a real long romance
one that would stay for eternity.

The thought grows each day more and more
but it’s starting to really take a part of me.
I am starting to lose faith that I will
even ever get a chance to make it all reality.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Growing Desires

2006-04-08T18:12:00.000-04:00

Touch me, tell me you want to be with me.
Kiss me, So I can feel what lies underneath.
Love me, is all I ask from you.
Look at me, so I can se wither or not its right.

Time keeps changing and your still not here.
part of my tension and anxieties longs so much for you.
To feel you near, to know you mine.
and that we stand a chance till the end of time.

Passion for you grows deeper each day.
yet I still do not know your face
what you sound like, or how I will feel inside.
yet there is this candle deep down inside
that wants to become a flame for life.

So what do I do when I am so in love with you
yet I do not know you, or anything about you?
It's just this feeling and thoughts to find the one
and to live life with you till life has come to an end.

To feel you by my side and to feel your love
to unleash this magic and feel like one.
to feel complete and feel like I can fly.
Any time, day or night.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Feelings

2006-04-08T18:09:00.000-04:00

You’re on my mind like all the time
and it’s driving me insane.
Cause your just beyond my comprehension
and things I just can not mention

If I could stop thinking of you
IF I could stop the feelings and sensations
when you walk into the room.
I surely would try but I do know if I would want too.

I am not sure as to why
you’re always in my thoughts and mind
but maybe it should be time
to make my dreams come true.

I also realize that this could all be lies
and I could be left out to dry
something I know ohh to well
Since it seems it happened to me millions of times before.

What would it take for you to see
that your in somewhere so deep within me
and there are no lies or not a game
Its just how I feel and a dream for something real.

When I looked into your eyes I do not know why.
I just wanted it to be so true.
That I could at least stand a chance to be with you
but am left with wondering if it will ever be true.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006.

Every Inch Of Your Body

2006-04-08T18:08:00.000-04:00

Like every inch of your body
Is where I want to be!
I want to lie beside you.
I want to feel you breathe.

Sometimes it feels insane
To want and feel things I do.
Picture us together
Just you and me

The heat of the night.
The heat of your touch.
The wonderful love
That I've always dreamed of.

Sometimes it feels wrong
To want the things I do.
But I know its only natural
And others want things too.

Like hot lava running through my veins
And this empty hole.
Looking to find ways
To fill my empty soul.

I wish I could be like others
To find a better way
But I am afraid I want this too much
I want to be beside you loving you
Till I am gray.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Do You?

2006-04-08T18:06:00.000-04:00

I can feel when you will walk into the room.
I know when you’re gone.
I know when I feel sensations that soon after your presence
will fill the place.
Yet sometimes I feel its just a waste.

Because I think of you, and I wonder if you even think of me.
Or do I mean absolutely nothing to you?
Would you care to see me the next day?
Or should I just run away?

If I opened a door would you even walk inside?
Would you even be kind and polite?
The thing though is I know your a nice guy
I am just always fearful of the worst.

Been run down so much in my life.
That I just want to find pleasures and enjoy life.
I am not about money or games.
I could care less about the fame.

I want someone’s mind, body and soul.
I want someone that I can grow old.
Someone that wants me the way I am.
Even if I decide to change my name to Sam.

Do you think of me at all?
Do you think like I do?
Do you wish things were a whole lot different too?
Or am I the big time fool?

I'm confused with nowhere to turn.
I am burning inside with feelings that never die.
Because I can't help but think and feel
to want to be by your side.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Burning Desires

2006-04-08T18:05:00.000-04:00

Now I am left with thoughts.
Feelings of emptiness
wither my dreams will ever be true.
If I will ever find you.

To feel your sweet embrace.
Kisses that lighten up a day.
Thoughts that fill up my days
that I will be lucky and you'll
come my way.

Time keeps passing me by.
And I wonder if I will ever have you by my side
or will I wake up and realize
that this emptiness is for life.

That my thoughts and dreams
were all a hoax
things that were never meant to unfold.
It was just an illusion of false hope.

What's meant to be will be
but I am living life solely on thoughts
that one day it can be true.
That love will be enough to see me through

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Beyond Skin Deep

2006-04-08T18:02:00.000-04:00

Look at me and tell me what do you see?
If you’re guessing then you’re judging me.
Got to look beyond the surface line.
Got to really get to know the real me.

You think it comes like this every day?
Then you’re thinking the wrong way.
Cause I promise you this.
It doesn’t get any better then this.

Life is rough life is cold.
People will shut you out a second you get old.
What, you think I'm lying?
Open your eyes; it’s all around us.

One moment of fame, one moment of a great game.
That’s all it is.
A few seconds of heaven, A few seconds of bliss.
Its not going to fulfill your last dying wish.

If only people could truly see, things that I do
well it comes naturally
But I guess people are too wrapped up to see.
That this truly here is making better history

so whatever, if its all a game to you.
Then I better not waste my time.
Cause I got better use for my time.
Things that you cannot price for a dime.

Look at me and tell me what do you see?
If you guess then you’re still judging me.
Got to look beyond the surface line.
Cause real beauty is beyond skin deep.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Sometimes

2006-03-14T10:59:00.000-05:00

Sometimes
Sometimes I get so lustful
and I do not know why.
Its like I want to be touched
and caressed day and night.

Rose petals on the ground
lying by the heat of a fire,
while in this passion that
is just ours.

I want to lie in your arms.
And I want to feel your warm kiss.
I want to feel heaven.
I want to feel bliss.

I want someone to hold
on those long cold nights
and even on those hot mornings,
when things don't seem right.

I want to feed you strawberries.
I want to feed you cream.
I want to lay beside you.
I want you in my dreams.

I want to touch your lips with a kiss.
I want to hold you close.
I want you beside me.
I never want to let go.

I want all these things
and so much more
I want the passion, I want to be in love.
I want to find the match for me,
so that it will be a reality.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Overdrive

2006-03-14T10:56:00.000-05:00

Its a sensation that starting to overdrive.
My body longs to be near you.
My stomach is in constant knots
but while I still have hope it could be true.
I am left wondering if I will ever do?

Waking up longing you were near.
Longing to feel your lips upon mine.
To feel your touch, and to feel your love.
To actually have something I've dreamed of.

But if I told you would you even care?
Would I have a chance or would it be more of a nightmare?

I've had these feelings before
and ended up on the floor.
Begging I wish I kept my secret locked up inside
and instead tried but to be left bleeding some more.

I can't take to make another wish.
Of something I so want to be true.
But it end up being something
that just won’t do.

My heartaches, my heartbreaks
my stomach is in constant knots.
I want there to more this make believe
but only time will tell if this will be part of my history
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

My Wish

2006-03-14T10:54:00.000-05:00

My wish
I want to be the sun,
Your shinning ray
The one to brighten
Your everyday.

I want to be your friend
and your lover
To be in your heart.
and every desire.

I want to fulfill your dreams
and how things should be
I want to be yours
forever to be.

I want to be your comfort and your joy.
I want to fulfill your every wish
not matter how silly it may seem to
other people.

I want to be your fire
the place you call home.
where happiness lies
for years and years to come.

I want to be everything a person needs
cause I want to stop the cheats and lies.
In the end really only want to be
with the person I was meant to be by.

I cannot predict the future.
I sometimes wish I could.
Cause I just want to be the one
that ends up with the greatest gift.

Love to hold forever more
till the day I get too old.
Then I will know that life was great
cause love helped me through the lowest days

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Midnight, Lying In The Dark.

2006-03-14T10:52:00.000-05:00

Its midnight and I am lying in the dark,
Wondering where is my chance to feel
all the things I have always dreamed of
but it just doesn't seem to be happening.

Lost in though, feeling so deeply blue.
Wishing I knew what I could do to have you.
To be by my side, to be in my life.
And to actually live something real for once.

Sunrise, sunset, years are passing and so fast
Lost in a dream for some reality,
which continues to take a great piece of me.
And I am lost in my daydreams and fantasies.

What do you do when you heart longs to have and hold
What do you do when you feel your getting old
and all you have is this one wish.
To find that someone and to really begin to live.

Tonight and for a long time, I have tears in my eyes.
Wishing they would just melt away and go down this river.
Or plainly just melt and fade away.
But it seems that things will never fully go away.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Kisses Of Love

2006-03-14T10:49:00.000-05:00

Kisses of Love
A Kiss of tenderness.
A touch divine.
Moments of pleasures
as bodies intertwine.

Soul meets soul
eyes meet eyes
it’s just the beginning
of the high.

Capturing seductions
filled with so much passion
makes you think
what else could happen.

Mind meets mind
as soul feels satisfied
time is no concern
cause it felt so right.

The sunrises the sunsets
but it doesn't matter.
Because kisses of
love and tenderness.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Eternal Bliss

2006-03-14T10:42:00.000-05:00

Eternal Bliss

Eternal bliss
Eternal desire
Fill my heart
And light my fire.

Touch my soul
the depths of paradise
where we could lie
day and night.

Star gaze to heaven above.
Where endless love was created.
Pale moonlight shines above
crystal blue waters add delight.

Softly spoken but loud as a bell.
Sometimes not wanted but needed as hell.
Touches of pleasure, moments of pain.
Sometimes real, sometimes a game.

How can one word mean so many things?
Yet not said hardly enough.
Dreamed of every single day.
Yet not practiced enough.

Sweet kisses, hugs of delight
moments of pleasure day and night.
Nothing to lose, only to gain.
Love is real; it’s not a game.

Tell me what’s on your mind;
don't make it into a fight.
Just tell me politely
what is it that will make it right.

Say how your feel, make it real.
Don’t waste time with worries and fears.
The right love is quite near.
Live with hope and faith

Its another day, the sun shines from up above.
Love is around the corner, waiting to be shouted out loud.
Let go of your worries, let go of your fears.
Love is something precious and something
to hold on to dear,

eternal bliss
Eternal desire
fill my heart
and light my fire.

Touch my soul
the depths of paradise
where we could lie
Day and night.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

An Endless Wish

2006-03-14T10:40:00.000-05:00

An Endless Wish

An Endless Wish
To be kissed
and to feel your soul
a place I've never been before.

A world filled of passion
and not to forget compassion
to lie in your arms
the place that I belong.

To have that chance
to wake up each day
with your sweet face
and tender ways.

Like satin sheets
with your lips touching me
living life countless
and being truly faithfully.

It’s an endless wish
to be kissed
to feel your soul
and love that never grows old.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Amazed

2006-03-14T10:35:00.000-05:00

AMAZED

Its amazing the way you make me feel
yet you never even touched me
its, all so surreal.
You've got me thinking of you, on all levels possible.
Didn't think it could even be true.

How can I feel this way oh so much?
I even crave for your touch.
One that has never been felt before.
Yet I am craving to feel your body and your soul.

This is crazy and insane.
Maybe it’s just me...or maybe I have lost my brain.
But why these feelings only get stronger
makes me wonder if I can wait any longer.

I don't want to relish on a one-time thing.
But my body is thrusting so much and I have no idea
how on earth do I make it stop?
To feel your lips and your sweet embrace.

Is this a phase will this pass through?
Or has something been lit deep within?
How do I even start to begin?
Something I am trying to understand.

Passion from within that continues to be lit.
A longing for this to be so true.
For something more then just I've fallen for you.
But leaves me not knowing what to do.

Think of you nights, think of you during the day.
I try to say I'll stop but it doesn't go away.
Seems it gets stronger and leaves it even higher.

Just wishing and longing to be by your side.
Something that was once on my mind
grew into these rushes.
Yet its not about the cravings its about the reason behind them.
Is it maybe something so much more then what I though it was before?

Mornings come and I think maybe it would have gone away.
Instead it seems only the cravings get stronger.
Something I wonder if my feelings are true.
Could it be that I have fallen so much more deeply for you?

I long to be by your side.
But not for just a night.
I want to be the one that lies next to you.
Every night.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

A Moments Wish

2006-03-14T10:32:00.000-05:00

A Moments Wish
A moment of thought
a moment’s wish.
Inside burns like
this lit matchstick.

A longing of warmth
a longing of your kiss.
A wish to have heaven.
And to feel complete bliss

Inside burns with desire.
As the days seem to turn.
Into what seems forever.
Just to feel something real.

Waiting for you is
becoming over due.
But there is really not much
else that I can really do.

The sunrises, the moon shines
and I burn inside with loneliness
and long to have you by my side.

To hear you voice.
To see your face.
To feel your touch
and feel love in every way.

A moment of thought.
A moments wish
my loneliness wants.
For love to take its place.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Heated Nights

2006-03-14T10:29:00.000-05:00

Heated Nights
Wonder us things and thoughts of desire.
Letting go of this lustful claim.
Yet I feel I have myself to blame.

Arms build so strong.
Body nice and long.
Kissing you forever.
Loving you all night long.

I long for your touch.
And your simplest kiss.
Just time works against me
and I am lost in the mists.

Will you ever come?
Will it ever be?
What is meant forever?
What’s my destiny?

I can't help but feel
this thought deep inside
Thoughts of life,
and pleasures of the night.

Deep down inside there’s this flame
that longs to be burned
one that was to be ignited.
So much it craves and yearns.

Love you, could it work?
Would I give you delight?
Could it last for a lifetime?
Or am I just passed those thoughts?

I want a love to hold me all night long.
I want a love to make me grow even stronger.
I need a love to be there for me.
I need to feel love and for it to last an eternity

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

If Only

2006-03-14T10:25:00.000-05:00

With every touch my body craves.
For your loving nature
and for your tender ways.

Your skin on mine.
Sweet senses fill my mind.
Soft lips upon one another.
As what makes this extraordinary bond.

Warm hands upon my skin
Thoughts of pleasures
and a simplest touch.
Let me give you all my love.

An essence that fills my soul.
A love I promise never to grow old.
Life is not easy its not a perfect 10
But I will love you and make you feel always my only man.

The longing for your touch.
The longing for you near.
The longing for something real,
which almost brings up my fears.

Sometimes I am so uncertain
As to what I am to do.
Thoughts fill my mind ever day.
Yet love wants to play.

Wish I had some answers.
Answers for us all.
I wish my love would work.
For once and always for all.

Yet sometimes my body lusts.
So much for you.
Cause I already know.
Since I was little, I've always loved you.

Maybe not a face, maybe its some kind of craze.
I just know that I've always loved you.
Even though I long to see your face.
I just wish I didn't have to wait.

I want to love you forever more.
Not just in dreams or in a storyboard.
I want it to be real I want to be free.
I want to give you love from within me.

Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Tasted Love

2006-03-14T10:22:00.000-05:00

Tasted Love:

Tasted love,
tasted thoughts of you.
Desire that blows my mind.
Yet what am I to do?

Your hands build so strong.
The simplest thought runs
up and down my spine.
Yet you're not even mine.

Lost in the mist of
the pleasure of touch.
Endless words
but are they enough?

Tasted love.
Tasting your lips.
Want to feel this ecstasy.
I want to believe.

Lost time when you're so far away
yet how do I learn to face the day?
I long for so much more then what I'm living
yet time goes on and I find myself still wishing.

Hand in hand, toe on toe.
I just want something forever more.
Yet am lost here in a desperate wait.
To see how plays out this of my fate.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Wondering Poem

2006-03-14T10:17:00.000-05:00

Wondering Poem

If I could hold you in my dreams
I would never let you go.
Cause I continue to wait.
But my loneliness also continues to grow.

Fixed on the thoughts
of how your touch would be.
Could it last forever?
Could it last for an eternity?

I want to know you.
I want it to be true.
Sleepless nights wish it could be true.
To wake up and be right next to you.

Yet days go on and I am fighting to hold on.
How can I continue to go on?
With living without you.
Yet I know I managed so far.

I am tired of loneliness
I am tired of waiting so long
I am tired of wanting to just
hold you all night long.

Sometimes I am so weak I can barley speak.
Sometimes I start to think, it will never be.
Yet, I long to hear your voice, and feel your soul.
Something I wonder if it will ever come along.
Written By Nikki Copyright © 2005-2006

Nikki Poetic Dreams

2006-03-14T09:39:00.000-05:00

Will be a collection of my poetry! I wanted to have a website and did and maybe sometime soon again I will have website but for now this is what I will do. its all words any ways. Please enjoy my poems and will be adding poems as the time progresses! Thank you.